14.3.11

REFRESHING.

I love talking about God. I used to think it got old (lifts eyes to heaven... sorry Pops), but now I find it wonderful when it pops up in the most random conversations. It is like a piece of art work, engraved into the form of us. When I talk to others about their relationships with Christ, it always inspires me to grow deeper. I want to be pushed. I want to be challenged.

I want to be more bold. Someone told me tonight that God is telling him to stay true to who he is, and not to let nashville conform him. GOSH. I needed those words. I am for the most part myself. No shame. But I always feel the tug to alter little aspects of myself. From my standards, and conviction, my clothes, to my weight, to the type of music that is cool right now. But that would be living a lie, that would be like smacking God in the face and saying "errrm yeah, Your creation just wasn't good enough." Heck. no.

I am going to be me.
I am going resonate Him.