MY CHURCH HAS STARTED A FAST FOR 40 DAYS. FASTING NEGATIVITY. I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT AFTER TWO DAYS OF REALLY WALKING IN A POSITIVE MINDSET HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY REFRESHING. I HAVE SLEPT PEACEFULLY. WOKEN UP WITH ENERGY AND SMILE ON MY FACE. TONIGHT AT WORK WAS A DIFFERENT STORY. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO WORKED UP THAT I WAS SHAKING AND CRYING TO A MANAGER BEFORE, BUT THERE'S A FIRST FOR EVERYTHING. AFTER AN HOUR OF ENCOURAGING WORDS, HUGS, AND LAUGHS FROM CO-WORKERS I WAS FINALLY RELAXED ENOUGH TO SEE THAT GOD HAD TRULY BLESSED ME. I SHOULDN'T HAVE MADE THE AMOUNT OF MONEY I DID WORKING ON A WEDNESDAY NIGHT, BUT WITH PAPA BEAR UP STAIRS, MIRACLES HAPPEN (SMILES). I AM READY TO JUMP BACK ON THE POSITIVE TRAIN! (SMILES)
TOMORROW MARKS THE BEGINNING OF A SPECTACULAR WEEKEND. I AM SPENDING THE AFTERNOON PACKING AND SHOPPING. THE EVENING WILL BE SPENT WITH "MY PERSON' AT A MANSION, SWIMMING IN AN INDOOR POOL, AND DRINKING WINE. WATCHING MOVIES AND DANCING AROUND IN OUR PAJAMAS. FRIDAY MORNING, BRIGHT AND EARLY AT 6:15, THE JOURNEY TO CEDAR POINT BEGINS! WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS MY COASTER ENTHUSIASM. AT LEAST MY OWN WORDS COULDN'T EXPRESS IT, BUT I DID MAKE A PLAYLIST ON ITUNES THAT SURE HAS HEAVEN CAN, THANKS TO THE HELP OF TLC, NSYNC, AND BABYBASH...
NOW. HOT TEA. ANGELA'S ASHES. AND ELECTRIC BLANKET.