I am beginning a journey, that may or may not last more than a week. When it comes to blogging, I usually become restless, annoyed, and wonder why I even write out all of my emotions or random thoughts for all to see, when most don't even care to see. So here is where I toast this adventure, to myself, and only myself. If others care to peak into my bubble, I will allow them to do so. (cracks knuckles) Ready for take off...

Currently I have rain drops launching themselves at my windows with surprising force. I have a glass of spiked cranberry juice to my right. And I have some eccentric "root chakra" music billowing out of the speakers of my laptop (which IS on my lap, and not on a table).

I am now living in South Nashville, on the outskirts of Brentwood, in a big house with five other beings. All of which have, in the short time allotted, proven themselves each uniquely wonderful. I finally feel as if I am living in a home where I am equal to everyone else. There is no mother nor father figure residing under this roof! But I would probably allow George Michael the opportunity to fulfill the latter if he felt obliged (smiles).

Most recently the thoughts tumbling and soaring through my head have been related to my career and my future as a wife and mother. Oddly enough I just got promoted at work. And oddly enough I am not even in any form of a romantic relationship whatsoever to even have a legitimate reason to start processing thoughts about being a wife or mother. Alas my mind is constant mass of confusion and randomness that I am sure only God could piece together, because Lord knows I can't!

I am excited, nervous, and a little antsy to see what life brings me in the next day, week, and year.

And that lowly, un-fullfilling thought is where I am going to end tonight's launch.