rattled to the point of needing someone to love.

Last night I got a call from my mom, telling me that my cousin Bradley got into a bad motorcycle accident in california. this would be accident number two, and i am happy to say that he is looking into buying a car this go around - not another bike! he was trying to avoid hitting a car and when he swerved, the bike went flying in the air and flipped, sending bradley through the air. he broke his left hip and left leg. the surgery went well, but he is still in a ton of pain. please keep him in your prayers!

i am one of those people who connects things in her brain. one thing usually relates to something else. when i heard about bradley i instantly started crying. i had an ex boyfriend who died in a motorcycle accident, so the emotions from that experience started overwhelming at the same time i was hearing about bradley. now i can already feel to this feel of motorcycles developing within me. i spent most of the night on the couch praying. journaling. and it hit me that i really wanted someone with me. someone to comfort me and tell me it is all going to be okay.... and that's when i decided that i am going to buy a fish! we aren't allowed to have pets in the house, such as dogs and cats, but fish are okay (smiles) so tomorrow, when i get off of work, i plan on going to the pet store and buying my new companion! it will nice to have someone to vent to whenever i darn tootin want to!