22.6.11

porcelain potties, kermit, and anger.


Today is an angry day.
I have found that when my character and morals are slammed, looked down upon, or made fun of, I have a tendency to become a contestant on the old show "Boiling Point." And right now I feel like I may implode.
I have also found that it is hard for me to forgive once I have become exhausted. Exhausted of taking hit after hit after hit. How in the heck does Jesus deal with us humans? I know I have made mistake after mistake after mistake, and yet the Lord forgives me. He must be running on a kazillion Energizer Bunny Batteries...
Also can I say that Brueggers Bagels taste oh so much better going down than coming up. I was working today, while my district manager and store manager were having a meeting mind you, when amidst a line of drinks I was making, I suddenly had to throw up. I ran off of the floor, to my manager, shouting for her to make drinks for me, and quickly became well acquainted with our store's toilet. I returned to making drinks when two minutes later I was darting to the porcelain potty once more... and after four more times my managers finally sent me home. Which is where I slept until 8:30. Praise God I have only thrown up twice since my arrival at the abode.
That ladies and gents is all I have for you today.