I have my headphones on and just got done listening to a podcast from The Door church in Portland, Oregon. I wanted to not only pray on this church, but also test them to my spirit. See if their word lines up with mine. And of course, God sucker punched me with His fulfillment. The sermon was directly correlated to a sermon my church here in Nashville just spoke on. Trusting in God's purpose and already planted life in myself. Not taking things into my own hand, like an Ishmael scenario, but holding faith in God's will for my life. Trusting in prophesies, and that they aren't telling the future, but are truly just exposing what is already inside of me. That prophetic word wasn't just a thing for the people in the Bible, but that it is alive and well today. That I already bear good fruit because I am of God, that I don't have to work on my patience, but that patience is already of me, because I am of God. Needless to say I am pretty frickin pumped about this church! I wish I could visit there tomorrow (not that they have a service tomorrow, but you get my point). It feel like every time I start doubting God's plans, He places a huge boulder in front of my face that has graffiti on it in hot pink that says, "YO HALI, DO YOU SEE ME? YEAH YOU DO. EAT THAT SUCKAAAAaaaaa!"
Tonight, for room cleaning motivation, I invited over a bunch of girls to have a movie night, with face masks, massages, and pizza. It's pretty much going to be epic. I love fellowship. And I also love clean rooms. I just don't love CLEANING to get to the arrival of a spotless room. I may actually see how much Molly Maids cost. Is that sad? Don't answer that.
Anywho, I am going to sit here and listen to another podcast and envy this little girls cat ears she is wearing at the table across from me.
