24.2.13

Kelly Clarkson vs BSB

I have been in a battle of the brains with myself. By brains I mean emotions. One day I am sailing the waves of being Independent Woman Syndrome. Completely satisfied with my life, in my hands and God's hands only. Call it a power trip. Supporting myself. Saving money. And working towards goals with zero male distractions (besides the BSB music playing through the speakers at Frothy Monkey Franklin right now, of course). Thenmy emotions can completely turn on  me, and I suddenly long to be Gavin Degraw's side kick in his Sweeter music video. My desire to banter over a football game with the love of my life over takes my Miss Independent Kelly Clarkson life soundtrack. This has really been bothering me as of late. I was getting frustrated with these bipolar tendencies. Then I sat back and processed both feelings, and realized that they can coincide with each other, in harmony. One should always have a sense of strength in themselves and God only. Yet, they should be able to rely on a counterpart. God gave us the desires for a significant other. The desires aren't a sin. They just have ripened enough for us (me) to partake in them just yet. Patience is the key. Trust is the tune. And Hope is the healthy mindset, heartset, to lean on.

Until then... BSB4EVER