13.8.11

AHHHH#$%^@!

THE LAST FOUR DAYS HAVE BEEN INSANE!

  • Waking up with a mysterious pain in my front right lower abdomen.
  • The pain searing whenever I moved.
  • Not having health insurance to figure out what the pain was.
  • Lying on the couch decided whether to go thousands of dollars into debt by driving to the ER, or waiting it out and relying on massive amounts of ibuprofen to cure me.
  • Ibuprofen was and is currently still my saving grace.
  • My car dying twice on me in one day - for an unknown reason.
  • My radio, electric locks, and door lights being blown by some guy trying to jump my car and putting the clamps on the wrong + and -'s.
  • Finding out at 10pm the reason the car was dying: my break lights weren't turning off when my car was off.
  • This resulted in me wedging a putty container under the break to keep it propped up, and the lights off.
  • Freaking out that my bills weren't going to be paid this month because I never know how much I make serving tables.
  • Both parents wanting to eat at my restaurant on the same night (always awkward after a divorce).
  • Spilling a whole bottle of Pacifico allllllll over me.

Through all of this I have never felt more loved. I had so many friends (I am sorry if I never got back to responding to your messages!!!) texting me, writing me messages, and calling me to make sure I was okay, ask if I needed anything, and even offering me money. You all mean the world to me. I don't know what I would do without you. The most encouraging things I received were scriptures, that really kicked me back in gear. I really don't understand why the flippity-flipping-mc.flippers I doubt God's provision for me, when He has NEVER failed. It's ridiculous. I am ridiculous. Anywho. I am alive, I am happy, I have short hair, and feet - that are in major pain from the crazy work night - but at least I have them. YAY!