11.1.12
AT THE CORE. ATOM.
TODAY I HAD A DATE WITH A LOVELY FRIEND. FOR HER COMPANIONSHIP I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL. MOST OF OUR CONVERSATION WAS BASED ON HOW MUCH GROWTH WE ACQUIRE HAVING BEEN THROUGH THE TIDES OF RELATIONSHIPS. THE TRAITS WE LEARN ABOUT OURSELVES, AND TRAITS WE FOUND IN OTHERS THAT TEND TO SUIT US BEST. YET MOST IMPORTANTLY, HOW THE CENTERING OF OURSELVES IN THE HEART OF CHRIST IS THE MOST PROFICIENT TUTORING ATTAINABLE. ONCE WE ARE SOLD ON OUR BEAUTY AND CREATION IN THE LORD, WE WILL BE ABLE TO BOLDLY RECOGNIZE THAT WHICH IS THE PERFECT COUNTERPART TO OURSELVES. BOTH OF US WERE IN RELATIONSHIPS THAT, FOR THE MOST PART, SEEMED QUAINT. PERCEIVED BY THE PUBLIC AS A PRETTY DANG GOOD MATCH. ALAS THE ATOMS OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS WERE OFFSET. MOSTLY DUE TO THE LACK OF CONFIDENCE IN EACH INDIVIDUAL. THE LACK OF KNOWLEDGE IN EACH ONE'S PERSONAL MAKE-UP. THOUGH I HAVE LEARNED MUCH ABOUT MYSELF, AND MUCH ABOUT MY UNKNOWN COUNTERPART, I STILL DESIRE CONSTANT RENEWAL. I STILL LONG FOR THE PERFECT UNDERSTANDING OF MY NATURAL BEING. THOUGH THE WORLD TURNS CONSTANTLY, AND SO DO OUR LIVES, AT THE CORE OF EACH OF US IS A COMFORT, A COMFORT THAT CAN BE REACHED, FATHERED, AND GROWN.