15.7.11

imploding. pimples. and future.

I have found myself in a battle more than ever during this fast. BUT God has been revealing a lot to me. Mostly about the desires of my heart. And how he wants me to reach them. How He is right by my side and even though my vision is a little foggy, and a little scary, it will all be just peachy.

He is teaching me not to look back. When I look back I find myself sliding backwards. What a concept?! I start to think about friends passing away, and I get depressed. I think about my parents divorce, and I get scared. I think about him, and I get lonely. But I am not in the past, I am in the present and always in motion to the future. I have an open road ahead of me with so many possibilities. So much growth to obtain. So much knowledge to intake. I have success in front of me. God won't let the righteous fall.

ps. If anyone has any miracle recipes on how to get ride of skin problems, please send them my way. I have never had skin issues before, and I swear I may implode if I don't get these pimples off of my face.